Bleah

sometimes the feelings of elation, angst and melancholy
all get too much and start to overlap one another
that you start to realise you've reached a stage of being
comfortably numb.
where every little action or word makes no meaning
or impact on you.
you just feel nothing at all.
sometimes it's good to be a stone and ommit
everything else around.

bleah...

Tuesday

this is the reason why i love Singapore. Can it get any more

glamorous than this?

anyways.

shall share this really funny poem...

my love for you is....

deeper than the Kallang Basin.

taller than Bukit Timah Hill

and longer than PIE.

hahahaha.

lame.

but creative.

2 weeks to exam.

5 weeks holiday after.

sweeeeeet.

off to study :D

Smell ya dudes tomorrow.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Farewell to another Friend

goodbye to another friend. wish you best of luck alden. study hard yea. :D

younger sibling gang

nic- murderer?

older sibling gang.

saturday was ok.

went to have dinner with alden and the peeps.

then went back to church to have second dinner with parents and friends.

then went to see Alden and rochael off at the airport.

so lonely.

Smell ya dudes Wednesday.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Tuesday's Aching Body

haha.

i just realised how slowly my teacher teaches.
the other day during make-up class i fell asleep
momentarily and awoke to find her still talking about the
same point before i fell asleep.
man...
ironically, she keeps asking if she's going to fast.

my body hurts.
tennis coach killed us today on the court lah.

Smell ya peeps tomorrow.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

A Good Sunday

today i:
washed MANY cars (hahaha)
ate ALOT
had roughly 3 milo dinosaurs
got SPLASHEd with water.

it was a good day.
that bagong is leaving on tuesday,
man...
wish he could study here.
it's so cool to have another bagong around.
Never boring with them.

school this week.
tennis :D

smell ya peeps wednesday,
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Saturday

brothers

majority of males in youth.

this would make a nice cd album cover. haha...

gerald, claire and angeline.

friends

normal saturday.

saw LOTS of my friends.

finally saw us together again-

daniel,

rochael,

lakshi and tamar.

fundraising for youth mission trip tomorrow.

goodness. i have to clean cars.

hahaha.

this reminds me of a song...

smell ya dudes tomorrow.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Piano

oh crystal ball
cyrstal ball
save us all
tell me life is beautiful
mirror mirror on the wall
oh crystal ball
hear my song
fading out
everything i know is wrong
so put me where i belong
i dont know where i am
and i dont really care
i look myself in the eye there's no there
i fall upon the earth
i call upon the air
but all i get is the same vacant stare.

shall i take up piano lessons again??
or should i just concentrate on my tennis??

gah.

Smell ya peeps, Saturday.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Tuesday's Bore

hello, my friends.
there's this filipino girl in the same school tennis team as me who didn't
know i was a filipino.
hahaha,
how cool is that?
she could either have thought i was:
a malay,
a chinese(a really dark one might i add)
or an indonesian.

thats the few races im usually mistaken to be.
hahaha.

we are the ones that will make you feel better.

Smell ya peeps tomorrow.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

the trip

so overall the trip was fine.

learned alot about each other and

also contemplate on God.

everything was pretty fine,

but on the last night the other kids just started hiding from me.

for what reason i did not know.

but the feeling of being isolated is awful.

and if some of them feel i've been too pushy, annoying or been a big bully.

well my sincerest apologies.

honestly i don't like bullying people.

i've had my fare share of getting bullied in my previous schools.

so again, sorry.

despite this, i hope to be able to remember the better side of the trip.

today was tiring.

had PLA training from 8.30am to 6.30pm,

its pretty useful knowledge.

though i fell asleep accidentally around 3 times.

not so long ok.

Smell ya dudes around.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Majulah Singapura

To seem you're a dream when you never stop
and we ask you what you are
belief as one
belief as one with
what you believe in
travel slowly
move in circles
you know time grows old in reverse

happy national day everyone.
will be in malaysia till saturday afternoon.
hopefully will be back in time for soccer.

Smell ya around peeps.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Weekend Escapades

saw this today after jumble sale in the novena square toilet. jia hong says it interprets into aiming higher while using the urinal. jia hong's a bagong in every sense of the word....

peaceful macritchie. i wish i lived nearer to such beautiful nature. take occasional walks et cetera...

Karyn our fellow pf bravely picked up this toad/frog(?) i named 'T Rex'

water lizard i named 'Chicken'

Some Female i named 'Bah Bah'

Same female and her sister i named 'Floobie'

nic. doggy. tasha. wentworth miller. hahahahaha!!!



saturday:

sermon was good.

pastor did one which was very closely related to what we study every

wednesday.

haha.

then in the afternoon.

pathfinders went to macritchie reservoir for painting.

wish i could do this every saturday afternoon. enjoying nature. (minus my really loose shorts)

then SOME people keep trying to 'fit in'.

hahaha.

Extras.

a nuisance to society that is.

hahaha.

dominic isn't one of them

:D 'bestie'.

hahaha.

i was happily painting away when natasha suddenly grabbed my paintbrush in

exchange for the paintbrush i borrowed to her.

resulting in a BIG GREEN SMUDGE ON MY ARTWORK.

why does this always happen to me.

and she painted on my leg.

hahaha.

don't worry. i'm okay now.

the trauma, fear and angst has subsided.

haha.

then went back to church to meet my other 'bestie' DANIEL ANDERSON!!!
whom we've not smelled for a long time.

hahaahaa.

had great fun heading the damn soccer ball around.

scored a goal or two.

then rushed off to Tangling mall to meet with family and

friends(the Fongs, is that a respectful enough way of addressing them?)

for a late dinner and dessert.

Sunday:

Jumble Sale!

went early and ate.

shanice 'sold' me cookies.

three packets to be exact.

hahaha.

then went off with daniel and friends to

slack while shannon went to TTSH.

mmhmm.

NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!

I'M SO SAD.

I CAN'T STAND NOT HAVING KNOWLEDGE FLOWING
THROUGH ME BRAINS FOR MORE THAN A DAY.

ahahahaha.

smell ya peeps wednesday.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

BAH!

the bus ride home last night was one of the more horrific ones i've had so far.
this guy in front of me kept scratching his hair.
which looked super dirty and oily by the way.
and i saw little flakes of white on his hair,
which turned out to be dandruff.
and a few of the horrid flakes of dandruffs were happily resting
on my shorts.
my gooooooooodnesss.
i quickly brushed it away.
urgh.
sick people,
don't know about hygiene.

dang.
tennis training this evening.
seven to nine.
diedie.
so late.
must be back in time for prison break.
:D :D

smell ya dudes on saturday.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!