love is our resistance

most things are well linked as i've observed. for example, with fear, you can't experience joy. and vice versa. without fear you wouldn't acquire courage. this in itself is linked with God, i find myself gathering courage from the knowledge that God is with me and that he's got my back. and thus, i feel myself able to face the world with courage and confidence. i tell myself, to never stray far from him. i'm not showing off that i'm a super religious person. cus that's the one thing i probably am not. but don't think of it as though i'm not trying.

the past few days were more or less terrible. as though i try to not think of it. my mind keeps overworking itself and comes up with a hundred different scenarios. i guess that you being a friend is good enough than not having known you at all. although i ponder if it would've been better to hvae not met a person like you. haha. i guess one think i lack, is being content.which affects many aspects of my life causing me to act this way.. sigh. i know. i should be thankful for all that i have. but i'm human. ah well... i should just be content with the situation.. but when the time comes. muahuahuahuahua.

btw 1) meg white is improving loads on the drums
btw 2) just got the nice pair of asics! woohoo. though not the tiger line.
btw 3) berry has been fixed.. permanently i hope!

anyways, today has been a great day
(:
cya around chums!
ciao!!