sentences in your mind fade
the fear drowns all traces of hate
nothing is spared, all thoughts are one.
happiness is distorted till torn
when lonliness in place was born.
everything seems beautiful
but not fully so.
things are contorted till the pieces
are blown into bits that chip
the very fragments of the one you long
to be with so very badly...

i seriously don't know what that was about.
today was ok. went to watch movie by myself. -.-
tomorrow will be last day of holidays.
argh.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!