TUESDAY

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here
Here comes the sun

exams draw near. i have got to start studying. haha. few more months till i graduate. i don't know if i should follow my dream and take Architecture or follow my father by taking Supply Chain management(and then work at NOL. haha). this has been bothering me lately... anyways, ______ has been on my mind lately too. i thought i was ok already.i guess if you just see too much of a person, tendency is for you to 'fall' back into what you got out of. but like i said. i won't be that 'good-guy-last-place-finisher' anymore.

anyways. everyone should take time to listen to The Beatles. they're really really good.

ciao!

SATURDAY

- i don't drink to feel cool
- i don't smoke to feel cool
- i don't club to feel cool
- i don't wear skinny jeans to feel cool
- i don't wax/gel/style my hair to feel cool
- i don't play guitar because i think its cool

i don't drink and smoke because i think it's against my relegious beliefs and i don't want a beer belly. i don't club, wear skinny jeans or style my hair cus if i did. i'd feel fake. it's just not me to do those things. and the reason i play guitar is the want to make music . i don't play guitar cus girls 'ogle' at guitarists.(if thats even the case). i don't conform to most things that are popular in today's world.

good guys always finish last? then in that case i don't want to be that good guy anymore.
cus your golden lies just feed my role.

Naive

i know she knows
that i'm not fond of asking
true or false it may be
she's still out to get me

lame

SUNDAY

so last night had cell group after a really long hiatus. was quite fun. today played tennis at jeremy's plac, this time we had more people.shannon, me, jeremy, clarence and dominic played.we took turns playing doubles. i think i played better today then the last time. jeremy is a good doubles partner.

Pctures

THURSDAY

time passes by really fast, it's already july. soon it'll be the end of year. it was just like yesterday i was at bali... so surprsingly fast. pretty soon i'll find myself in ns, then university. and then working.
possibly the scariest thing for me in the future is to enter the working world. i have to cherish the time i have and the things i am blessed with, and the friends i have. life isn't perfect but you got to be positive to be happy in this messed up world.

Citizen Erased

wash me away
clean your body of me
erase all the memories
they will only bring us pain
and i've seen, all i ever need

SUNDAY

weekend wasn't so bad. despite not having any soccer. last night was spent at the clarke quay area, was pumped up to see a live band preforming at roberston quay. the band was actually quite good, they preformed a cover of Radiohead's 'high and dry'. damn nice. the way the song was so melancholic and the night was filled with stars, the moment was quite haunting. (:
i love that song as of now. anyways. today went to church to do cleaning. youth room was stupendously dirty and dusty. quite weird to see all those stuff from yester years excavated from the cabinets and drawers. i sorted out all the stuff in the cabinets. (: great. my body hurts. gah.
school again.

won't fall for you now

ciao!

immature 18 year old

thanks a million to those who remembered (:

July 10

i hate my birthday. crap.
hardly anyone remembers anyways.
oh, im 18 already by the way.

TUESDAY

looking back at this time last year.. i feel thankful to have moved on. can't believe how pathetic i was.
it's crazy to think how jealousy plays with your head. haha. i hope not to fall as hard again. (:
oh gosh.. thursday beckons..

MONDAY's unemo, but thoughtful post

sometimes i don't know how to react to the jokes my friends make about me. we all know its all in the name of fun, and i'm ok with jokes. but sometimes they kinda gang up on me, and though it seems i'm just controlling my self from snapping. it's really harder than you think. although i've experienced this before from my classmates, its different when your friends do it. the feeling is totally different. its as though they've lost their respect for you. so i may try a few ways to avoid this.

1) React to jokes with hostility.

or

2) totally avoid talking to them.

alright.. i was kidding about number 2.
aiya, but whatever it is. i'll just remember that they probably don't mean what they say about me. i guess i'm probably a bit too sensitive.
unemo post!

uno quiz

Answer the following questions:
1.(the person who last tag you is ...) just dominic.

2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)friend (:

3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)

1. cute
2. sarcastic
3. we share some secrets
4.
5. pretty good friend, can be quite mean.

1.cheery
2.procrastinator
3.love to sleep(someone called him a pig) haha
4.kinda caring
5.quite good looking.
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) i cant think of anything!
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) i cant think of anything!
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) well i kinda wish he'd transform into a girl for that to happen haha.
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) become a chio bu. haha
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)wont happen!hopefully!
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)he calls me mean things?
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)be a better friend
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)great!
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)i think they'd find me ok. quite good smelling i hope.
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)hmm. i know when to be optimistic and to use it to good use...
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)sometime's im a procrastinator, sometimes i'm not honest with myself...
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)good son. good bro. good friend. better SDA
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ...)love you people!<3

17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
i suppose its supposed to be random order right?
1. Dominic
2. Isabel
3. Nicolette
4. Natasha
5. Angeline
6. Clarence
7. Clara
8. Bryan?
9. marcus!
10.Shannon! though he dosent have a blog...

18.(Who is no.6 having relationship with?) (Clarence) no idea.
19.(Is no.9 a male or female?) (Marcus)male??
20.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) (Shannon&clara)aren't they already? hahah kidding...
21.(How about no.8 and 5?) (angeline & bryan)not good, not good.
.22.(What is no.2 studying about?) (isabel)how would i know?
23.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) (Nicolette)today
24.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) (bryan)not sure..
25.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) (dominic) nope.
26.(Will you woo no.3?) (Nicolette) nope.
27.(How about no.7?) (Clara) who holds the future, filled with ambiguity.
.28.(Is no.4 single?) (natasha)i dont know.. should be
29.(What's the surname of no.5?) (angeline) angel i suppose...
30.(What's the hobby of no.4?) (Natasha)chatting on msn? hahah
31.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) (Angeline&marcus) they dont know each other.
32.(Where is no.2 studying at?) (isabel) MGS.
33.(Talk something casually about no.1) (Ralph)bullshit #1.
34.(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) (Bryan) im not gay.
35.(Where does no.9 live at?) (Marcus)Hougang i think
36.(What color does no.4 like?) (Natasha) probably any colour found in the rainb0w..
37.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) (Dominic&Angeline) nope.
38.(Does no.7 likes no.2?) (Isabel&Clara) not in this lifetime no...
39.(How do you get to know no.2?) (Isabel) through a friend...
40.(Does no.1 have any pets?) (Dominic) animals can't stand Dominic.
.41.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) (Clara)thats not for me to say...