Easily Forgotten

you know you're bored in class when

1)you start folding paper planes out of used graph paper
2)you start playing 'volleyball' with a packet of tissue
3)you just start calling 'teacher, teacher, teacher, teacher' for no reason.
haha sigh. this week has been so mundane..

have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

ciao!!!

Invincible

Follow through

Make your dreams come true

Don't give up the fight

You will be alright

'Cause there's no one like you in the universe

Don't be afraid, What your mind conceives

You should make a stand

Stand up for what you believe

And tonight, We can truly say

Together we're invincible

During the struggle

They will pull us down, But please, please

Let's use this chance, To turn things around

And tonight, We can truly say

Together we're invincible

i've forgotten how good that song was. anyways, spent the night listening to pieces by Eric Satie on youtube. i hope this week finishes soon. sigh >=( good luck for art bernice! (:

cheers people,
ciao!!!

HYPERMUSIC

Your golden lies feed my role

In this forgotten space race under my control

Who's returned from the dead?

Who remains?

You wanted more than I was worth

And you think I was scared

And you needed proof

Who really cares anymore?

who restrains?

You know I don't want you and I never did

I don't want you and I never will

so church was alright. last day of librarian duty. im so relieved (: oh and thank you nicolette for stamping the expiry date on my Lacoste Shirt >=(

combined youth was ok. tried to befriend two cute kittens on the way back from dinner. but they were just too damn scared of me. oh well.. will keep a look out for them next week. oh! happy birthday to my father. sorry. i forgot how old u are already. muahaha.

ciao!!

Glorious

they mold and transfrom you

contour your every way

fueled by the want

fed by the need

you strive to be a part

you bleed to deceive

now that you're in

you shut out the rest

delusioned to think

that you're better than the best

anyways just got a pair of boat shoes (: very satisfied muahaha. this week has been very tiring.. at least next week will be a shorter one in the aspect of schooling. oh well. saturday tomorrow! :) and you know christmas is around the corner when they start playing christmas tunes in the restaurants! (: happy happy days ahead...

ciao!!!

Dismal Days

I look into my morning mirror, And it reveals some things to me

That I had not been able to see, I saw someone that I'm not sure I want to be

An empty lonely face was starin' back at me

The afternoon was slow in coming, I drug myself outside the face the people

That I knew would be there, And though they walked along pretending not to care

I knew behind my back they'd point and laugh and stare

And now the evening shadow's falling, I guess it's best I lay my hopes to rest

For no one's calling my name, I sit and wait behind a door that's never knocked on

I live in silence like my phone that's never talked on

All and all, I would have to say

It's been a rather dismal day

school as been rather draggy. oh well. whatodo.

why!?!

ciao!!!

Beautiful Mess

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
'Cause I like being submerged in
your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

so the weekend wasn't so bad. saturday was suprisingly fun cus of pathfinders(sloth+dominic= slominic) and soccer. i'm so glad! my computer is finally up and running again. with a cool new feature! i can now play songs cus my sound card has finally been repaired. anyways, i find it naturally human to be delusional sometimes. like built into us are filters. we filter out what we want to hear or see, cus i mean. who wants to be constantly bombarded wtih issues we don't want to deal with or have to face. but sometimes delusion can be a dangerous thing? mmm.. school again! argh..

good luck for o's: bernice and den the sister!

ciao!!!

argh

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much I let the fearTake the wheel and steer
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
I'll be there

damn, my stupid computer got infected. so no msn for me up till i can get it repaired. oh well.
see ya around!!

-fube- (:

ciao!!!

SHOWBIZ

you could be my unintended
choice to live my life extended
you could be the one i'll always love
you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
you could be the one i'll always love
i'll be there as soon as i can
but i'm busy mending
many broken
pieces of the life i had before

anyhoo. second day of school today, not totally in love my with my time table. but on the brightside i get to go home extraordinarily early on thursdays and fridays. i think i'm pretty unlucky.. i got a really really BLUR teacher for the most important subject i'm taking. and i have a major exam for that subject. which is engineering maths. pffft... anyways. weekend was fun. went out for movie on sunday with shannon and some jurong peeps, very funny people really.. watched eagle eye. which was good. somehow shannon doesn't think its good. bugger.. thanks for the fedora anyways! ( : well off for my run!

bYEbYE

ciao!!

All At Once

And all at once
the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her
Maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare
to someone not there

the fray as i've found out, is a pretty good band. anyways, saturday was good. although abit tiring.
crap. school starts tomorrow. how 'sian'. oh! will upload pics from the Singapore Flyer soon.
(:
-mfeo-


ciao!!!

Melee

'Cause it's you in my arms tonight.
I don't need an imitation.
Yeah, it's you that I'm thinkin of.
I don't need an imitation.
I just want the real creation.

oh gosh. i hate waking up late. anyways. the holidays are slowly slipping away from my comfortable grasp.. noooooooooo...

MONDAY

So when you're near me, Darlin can't you hear me?
SOS
The love you gave me, Nothing else could save me,
SOS
When your gone, How can I even try to go on,
When your gone, though I try, How can I carry on?

mmm. i don't know but somehow i'm finding ABBA songs to be really nice. a better kind of pop compared to today's pop. at least they wrote and composed their own songs. oh crap, this is my final week of break! then it's school again for me.. pffft. ah well. just six more months baybeh.
if you thought about it, those people left behind on this earth... they must be pretty lonely people don't you think? even the thought of marrying again must be somewhat a difficult and painful process. with all those erasing and forgetting thoughts of your sleeping beloved.ah well, some things too complex for people to comprehend...

6 days left, 6 months left! wawaweewaaaa.

ciao!

Etre Aime

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait
I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
(:

THURSDAY (:

Throw it all away
Lets lose ourselves
Cause there's no one left for us to blame
Its a shame we're all dying
And do you think you deserve your freedom

wheee. just got my results back. can't believe i got a better grade for the subject i had difficulties with. oh wells. even though my results were good my cumulative gpa dropped abit. but oh well. no use worrying. (: last semester, here i come!!! anyways. don't know why people have to worry so much and why they are never sure of themselves. Now i can enjoy my last week of my holidays, december come quick! fly me to hongkong!!

ciao baybeh!!