Sunday's sunshine

he stepped out of his BMW and welcomed the soft embrace of the morning sunshine. it was mornings like these that made life worth living he thought to himself. He walked up the steps up to the large house that stood before him, admiring its majestic art deco grandeur. Home. this will be home he told himself, where you live. where you would grow old and inhabit it's spaces. where memories would be etched upon every door frame, every tile, everything. it was two months since that wonderful morning in august. now he was nothing close to alive. home as he had thought, was not to be. they were everywhere. sometimes out of the corner of his eye he'd see them. staring, wishing. wishing to be alive he thought. at night while in bed, he'd hear Mozart's piano concerto 21 being played on the piano downstairs. hauntigly, but beautifully. he never understood why. why were they so strange. the house in itself was cheery from afar. brightly colored rooms, nothing sinister. but they who inhabit, felt of the house otherwise. two months. he had to put up with noises, sometimes shadows. what was it all. he'd feel sorrow, a deep sense of hurt. what did they want. they made their presence felt. and their feelings was most profound. he never quite knew. they're getting the best of me he told himself, they're sucking the life out of me. life was consuming itself.
it was a bright cheery morning, the sun was up. the breeze rustled the trees surrounding the house, and the birds chirped a happy tune. funny he thought to himself, that on a day like today. the furthest thing from my mind was to continue living.

anyways. today i went cycling at East Coat park with gerald, calvin and yuli. it was really fun. we should do it again yeah! in the evening had dinner with nic, tash and their family. i'm glad to say the weekend wasn't so bad. application for poly begins tomorrow. wish me luck!

ciao babes!!!