Thursday

everything has been 'so-so' lately... i'm grateful for calvin and yuli because i can play tennis at their condo. i'm also grateful that there's shannon to come play tennis with me weekly. but i'm really disappointed that my damned internet connection is down. meaning i can't come online... thus i have resorted to using my mum's laptop which is prohibited from installing MSN. sighhhh. no form of connection with friends throughout the week... the results of my poly application comes out in exactly a week's time. i really do hope everything turns out great. anyways, its really funny... how i can feel so happy for you two. when i can't even feel THAT happy for myself.. oh well. guess thats the unwritten rule of friendship?

cya around babes!
ciao!!!

Lundi

And I just can't look its killing me

And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

so the weekend was alright, church as usual on saturday. sunday, ended up going to the St Gabriel's choir thingy at jurong church. went with Dominic, Shanice, Shauna and Bryan. it was good in overall. on the way back on the train. they were trying to do bad things to me. i mean wth, ANG MO KIO!?!?! noooo wayyyy.. instead of the planned Novena for dinner, we ended up at BISHAN. pfft. but it was fun anyways. you guys amaze me... vinaka. holiday's for everyone this week. i'm gonna use this week to good use, if i can't find a job at least i;m gonna practice my bass and keep fit. anyways, till next time

ciao babes!!!

Give me your heart and your soul

so finally! it's over, after two years in ITE i'm finally OUT!! weeee, yeah. the way i describe it is as if it's some kind of prison sentence. but whatever yeah. and i'm really looking forward to poly. i really really do hope and pray that i get into architecture. anyways, this is the first day of holidays and already i'm so BORED. i really need to look for a job. pfft.

anyways, cya babes around
CIAO!

42

those who are dead

are not dead, they're just living in my head

and since i fell for that spell

i'm living in this well.

lately, i 've had thoughts of wanting to leave. moving to a new place, new friends, new family, new house, another country(japan maybe), new interests, different environment with new surroundings. aiya. i really don't know... i'm really nervous about tomorrow. i hope the interview goes well. really cannot take it. somehow i'm getting tired of everything.. i know. this could be because of something i don't like that is happening, which affects me indirectly. pfft..

ciao babes