WEDNESDAY's broken

hello.
it's exactly been a month since we've been baptised friends.
:D

anyways, my phone is broken.
will be sending it for repair tomorrow. arghh.
it sucks having to be so tied to one's phone.
we've become too dependant on it.
it's as if we would die if something happened to our phone.
it's something you would love to hate. haha.

smell ya dudes around.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

more pics

fishermen!!!

the girls

franny francis

MONDAY warms the inside like it should

so yesterday went to JB for a day trip. went with the small group. it fun overall,
realised that we ate at every stop we made. lol. i got some new shirts at WH in jusco.
great way to to de-stress after the big move. though i today i was exceptionally tired
cus we got back quite late.
well, enjoy the pictures...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

got to look the part as a tourist....

this is real

this good

warms the inside like it should

but most of all

most of all

built to last

sorry to those i may have hurt in the past weeks.

my sincerest apologies.

smell ya dudes around,

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

WEDNESDAY was well

hello!
just recieved news that my favorite aunt(well she's my only one anyways) working in
Japan is coming over to stay!!!
she arrives on the 24th of december.
zzz...
can't wait
:D
days so far have been ok. haven't got the time to exercise due the huge number of stuff i have to transfer from this house to the next. it's tiring.
:( last 3 days in jalan pergam.
i will miss the high ceilings...

anyways.
got to go.
smell ya tonight calvin.LOL
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

Storm In A Teacup

if you never lie then you never have to play dumb

zzz, something weird is in the air.
i will not be affected, i think i'm stable enough.
it's just damn eccentric....

SUNDAY not so sunny

notice how low the chandelier is? hahaha...
yesterday was fine i guess. no games in the evening. glad i can cope with the choir songs. haha.
today was tiring. not going into details cus was rather crappy.

have you guys ever felt the need to help a friend but you can't directly do so...
i do.
i want to, i want to help but there's not much i can do.
we all know what he did was unacceptable behaviour, but i guess i should've done something
to have stopped it from happening.
thinking on this, i myself am a person with a bad personality.
i remember how many people didn't like me cus of my attitude, how i got bullied in school and how little my friends were. how greatly despised i was by them.
they would gang up on me making me feel small and insignificant.
i just dont want that to happen to him. cus its going to suck big time.

oh crap, all this packing moving and unpacking sucks as well.
argh...

Smell ya dudes next week.(doubt that there will be anyone going this wednesday).
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

TUESDAY's empty walls

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

nothing much these two days.
the house is looking emptier by the day as the packing has started.
all the furniture are neatly packed in boxes (box person! haha).
the atmosphere is kinda lonely somewhat...
sucks to change house again.
zzz....

smell ya dudes tomorrow.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

SUNDAY's yeah baby yeah(edited)

hello. meet my new band members. hahaha

that's a bit bouncy

so yesterday was ok. sermon was good, oh!

st gabriel's secondary choir sang for at church. dang they're good.

wasn't much in the afternoon. went for choir but having difficulties with the songs.

lol.

then no one was left at church in the evening so went to have dinner with jia hong, karen and two guys from thomson church. haha. then went home cus nothing else to do.

so at home were nic, tash, francis, abbie and my sis.

got home and we watched Austin Powers. yeaah baby yeaah.

and some two people were very happily playing my guitars.

hahaha.

last night was fun. specially austin powers mini me,

hahahaha. so cute.

gah, school week ahead.

pooey.

smell ya dudes wednesday.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

lately

i just hate it. can't get it out of my head.
just despise the way some friends take your flaws and imperfections and turn it against you.
making jokes out if it. as if the reality of it isn't bad enough, they keep reminding you of it.
its not as if you're not doing anything about it. you try. but it's like all they freaking remember are the negative, bad and nasty sides of you.
it's like hanging around with a broken record player that plays all that you hate about youreself.
it pisses the shit out of people ok.
its terribly upsetting, friends are meant to help you improve. not to piss you off and make you feel upset. a little reminder once in a while is tolerable.
but if its everytime you go out with them then that just mean.

everytime you say something they link it to what you said before.
they make it into jokes to pierce you. they laugh, they mock.
i dont think that makes them a friend.
only somthing evil would do that.
shit.

THURSDAY on a steeeeeeeeeeeeeeek...

argh fender strat!! me want so badly!!!!

it sounded AMAZING.(i look abit too happy) church at 9.30 in the morning....

anyways, today turned out superb. woke to be greatly disappointed to find out it was heavily raining.

but decided to go ahead with it anyways, alot of the guys turned up too anways.

had a great game of soccer, though my team lost terribly. hahaha...

then afer that headed to uncle chin's house for deepavali lunch. food was fantastic.

guitar was awesome!!! ^^

then went to some place called 'Kovan' to play cs.

hahaha. also got owned there.

haiz. im terrible at some things. hahaha..

school tomorrow.

lol.

will probably start half and hour late again...

smell ya dudes on saturday.

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!(on a steeeeek...)

WEDNESDAY the aftermath

hahaha yesterday was a first for me.
first time i got stuck in the lift. hahaha, it was hilarious with a shot of fear.
ok, i was on the way home taking the lift with some of my classmates.
we went in and were scolding one guy cus he farted as we entered the lift.
then suddenly the lift started acting weird, but we were still laughing like crazy.
(cus of his farting spree).
then it stopped and the door refused to open, then for some reason one of the guys pressed the 'fourth' floor.
Thus we got stuck in between the third and fourth floor. for like 15 MINUTES!
all this while my classmates and myself were happy laughing like retards, hahaha.
then one girl from nursing started to sob.
thats when we got kinda scared.
thankfully the guys in-charge of mantainenance got us out.
sigh, so funny.

tomorrow playing soccer at church .
wheee !! :D

smell ya dudes tomorrow.
BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!

MONDAY TWENTY!!!

HAPPY TWENTIETH BIRTHDAY SHANNON TAN MY GREAT FRIEND!

wishing you to be the best person you can be as you start ageing.

ahahaha. no longer a teenager like me. but then again you have 3 more years of knowledge than I do. thanks for being a great friend and having helped me be stop being the whiniest of the youth.

:D

SUNDAY's marzipan(edited)

so yesterday was really fun. as usual.

got to hang out with most of my friends as my church turned 56, that's really old. and sermon was good as well.

in the afternoon went for pathfinders. was kinda chaotic cus of natasha's retainers.

haha. youth was kinda empty.

the evening was even more chaotic, or should i say dramatic.

some crying was involved. girls....

and nic made a very wise and noble decision making her a very good friend. HA!

so went to nachia and got a bad stomach ache cus of the noodles. urgh.

now i'm super tired cus of last night. played soccer, raced dominic (and nearly won) and today

i went to driving range. so i'm super powerless.

just woke up from a nap.

anyways, this thursday is a holiday!!!

wheeeeeee~

Smell ya dudes wednesday,

BEWARE OF THE BEAR!!!