are your feelings of guilt gone?

There is a house in New Orleans

They call the Rising Sun

It's been the ruin of many a poor boy

And God I know I'm one

Well mothers tell your children

Not to do what I have done

While you spend your life in sin and misery

In the House of the Rising Sun

one week left. ahhhhhhhhhhh.. this is the bad time to be addicted to some japanese show. freak!

see ya babes around.

ciao!!!

Link it to the world

Destroy the spineless

Show me it's real

Wasting our last chance

To come away

Just break the silence

'cause I'm drifting away

Away from you

so here we go again... roughly two and a half weeks left till my FINAL exam. and here i am blogging. frankly, i'm in no mood to study these days. but for the heck of it. i'm going to sit my ass down to study these coming weeks so that i can ace this damned paper. weirdly, i find it better to study in school rather than in my room. in class where my sitting buddy just sits down playing games haha, classmates making weird noises. at home in the quiet of my room and i can't study. pffft. how ludicrous. ...teab a spiks llits treah ym, ouy ees i emityreve yldriew

soccer this saturday babes? oh speaking of saturday, the previous one was one of the most memorable ones i've had yet. cus of AY. it was really nice. i appreciate my friends more now.. i'm also thinking, wether i should continue my double bass. maybe i should.. or should i? my back's been giving me problems again lately. wth.. so vexatious. i'm also thinking if i should start learning to drive since i have at least a month of holiday after my exam.. would be cool to drive.. sweet. if not maybe i'll find a job. i recently found a vacancy a few weeks back for a dental assitant job. quite interesting, i hope it's still up for grabs, haha. would be cool to earn my own money for spending rather than use the money i get from my already meagre allowance. thinking of buying lotsa things. pedals, bags, JEANS, shoes, watches. sigh. oh well. till the next time i feel like posting.

ciao my babes!

Sunday's sunshine

he stepped out of his BMW and welcomed the soft embrace of the morning sunshine. it was mornings like these that made life worth living he thought to himself. He walked up the steps up to the large house that stood before him, admiring its majestic art deco grandeur. Home. this will be home he told himself, where you live. where you would grow old and inhabit it's spaces. where memories would be etched upon every door frame, every tile, everything. it was two months since that wonderful morning in august. now he was nothing close to alive. home as he had thought, was not to be. they were everywhere. sometimes out of the corner of his eye he'd see them. staring, wishing. wishing to be alive he thought. at night while in bed, he'd hear Mozart's piano concerto 21 being played on the piano downstairs. hauntigly, but beautifully. he never understood why. why were they so strange. the house in itself was cheery from afar. brightly colored rooms, nothing sinister. but they who inhabit, felt of the house otherwise. two months. he had to put up with noises, sometimes shadows. what was it all. he'd feel sorrow, a deep sense of hurt. what did they want. they made their presence felt. and their feelings was most profound. he never quite knew. they're getting the best of me he told himself, they're sucking the life out of me. life was consuming itself.
it was a bright cheery morning, the sun was up. the breeze rustled the trees surrounding the house, and the birds chirped a happy tune. funny he thought to himself, that on a day like today. the furthest thing from my mind was to continue living.

anyways. today i went cycling at East Coat park with gerald, calvin and yuli. it was really fun. we should do it again yeah! in the evening had dinner with nic, tash and their family. i'm glad to say the weekend wasn't so bad. application for poly begins tomorrow. wish me luck!

ciao babes!!!

Wednesday ponyo ponyo...

i took off my clothes and

i ran to the ocean

Looking for somewhere to start anew

And when i was drowning in that lonely water

All i could think of was you
Woah, my friend

Love is the end

So lets not pretend

Cos love is the end

had a test on determinants and metrices yesterday. wasn't bad but my partner kept copying me. pfft. anyways i'm rather worried for you. you two are supposed to be friends, i guess yuo just don't know how to be one don't you. argh. after my run today i met a nice dog in the park. sigh, now i wish i had a pet that ran about the house. maybe a jack russell please?

ciao my babes!