summer time

finished the first exam today. wasn't that good wasn't that bad. i do hope i get good grades for this paper. i really did study pretty hard for it. sigh. was just thinking.. about how contented i am with myself lately. to have been able to move on. tatcha once said that you learn to live without it. and i for one, know that i have finally learned to live without it. i'm happy to know that. i don't feel anything anymore. you're just another person in the street to me for all i care. who cares about those wasted years. 4 years, it's nothing considering as to you didn't care at all did you. so here's to those stupid reckless days, those wasted hours, the wasted effort. *au revoir*.... i never really mentioned it out loud. but, you were the motivation for me to lose weight and be what i am. but i could've saved so much time. i could've gone some place better. but it's over. i'm stronger now. and i'm sure i bloody won't be making the same stupid mistakes again and i won't be back at your door.